38 Weeks

So here I am. 1 week until I met the baby. It's crazy. I can't even understand it. I can't fathom it. I can't picture it. I can't imagine having a csection. I just...it's strange.

The last week was rough. I've felt really really crappy after having it. The day I could barely eat and just felt sick. The next day wasn't any better. I had so much stomach pain. I was so sore. The next few days were like that too. I was bad. I just felt sick. Thankfully over the weekend I started to feel better. However, my heartburn is still there and won't leave. I've fully accepted that heartburn is my life and that I will be dealing with it for just one more week.

I'm trying to be as positive as I can about the situation. I can't lie, I am scared to death about the entire thing. I am scared about the recovery and then trying to adjust to a newborn after major surgery. I just...I don't know. It's scary.

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