This pregnancy has been really dramatic. Too dramatic for my taste. I can handle a few bumps in the road but that is it. You would think with all the drama in the beginning the rest would be smooth sailing. I think I am owed that. But of course not.
Shortly before I was going to leave to get Karie from school I had to pee...for the 10th time that day. That is when my heart dropped. I was spotting. Not blood red, thankfully, but a pinkish red. It freaked me out. I thought I was seeing things. I never had this with either one of the kids & I was really scared. So I drank all the water and peed again not too long after. Same thing. I tried to stay calm. I still had to get Karie. I still had things I had to do. I called the on call midwife to have her paged since she was busy. I called Kyle, who of course was at training for his new job...first day. I was supposed to do a fun cheer shoot with Karie and her 3 cheer friends after school but I text them to let them know things might have changed because of this.
I drove to get Karie. I cried to entire way. I was so scared. I've already been through so much. I already thought I was going to lose my baby, I can't lose him. I picked Karie up and finally the midwife called back.
I told her I found the heartbeat & it was good, 154. I told her everything that was happening. She told me all the causes but assured me that everything was going to be okay. It wasn't blood red so that was good. She said this kind of thing happens quite often in pregnancy but that I should take it easy tonight. Thankfully I have awesome friends & Courtney was able to take Karie to cheer and bring her home so I could stay home and rest. Kyle picked up Kegan from school and I laid down the rest of the day to relax and calm myself.
SERIOUSLY!!!! Can SOMETHING go smoothly?!
This kid!!!!
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