15 days. No news. Nothing. Nada. My phone doesn't leave my sight. I stare at it begging it to ring. When it does it isn't who I want it to be. Urgh. I'm going crazy! This is taking far too long!!!!! I understand that the blood test is complicated and a lot of work goes into it, but I can't take this. We were told 14 days. I have my amnio scheduled in 2 days. If we don't have the results then we pretty much have to do it. Getting in to do it another time really isn't an option because they are booked solid for 3 weeks. I'd rather have it done and the blood test come back negative after than not doing it and have the blood test come back positive for something. I don't want the amnio but it's important. I am so scared that if it comes out okay I will spend the next 24 weeks stressing until hold my sweet baby in my arms and see that it's okay. I hate this.
But I am 16 weeks and baby is still alive. The Doppler tells me that every single day.
I am trying to stay more positive. Trying my hardest. My belly is popping more and more and it is both good and bad. It means baby is growing but I don't know what is going on in there!
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