I decided that even though I am in this horrid intense emotional pain, I am still going to continue taking weekly belly photos. If the baby ends up living, I will regret it. If baby doesn't, at least I have those photos. While this weeks photo wasn't the easiest thing in the world to do, I did it anyways with the help of Karie. She normally takes it. I set up everything and she clicks the button for me.
I couldn't look at the camera like I normally do. I just kept my eyes on the baby. I felt like that is the place I needed to be. A smile just wasn't something I think I could even fake at this point.
14 Weeks
9:22 PM


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